Explaining the existence of this blog

This was called for...

A generic picture of someone "living their life" courtesy gettyimages

A while ago, last semester, I published a survey on what people are afraid of, when it comes to the topic of death; and who or what would they miss the most/regret before their last breath. As it turns out, by sending out this survey on groups, I appeared suicidal in the eyes of the Res-Life Coordinators, who requested several meetings to comfort me and stop me from killing myself.

While I appreciate their concern, their attitude towards my survey worries me slightly. For asking my peers what scares them about death, I wished to get in a conversation that would aid their fears – allowing them to live more freely and realize that the inevitable is nothing to be afraid of, let alone hamper your present.

This survey was also supposed to encourage a thought of making the best of your life. Several individuals, in the survey, confessed their regrets and the need to express their feelings or do something one last time. To the reader of this blog, I request you to live! The intention of this blog is to reduce your inhibitions and live life to the fullest! In no way do I intend to desensitize you to the importance of life, but reduce the intimidating gleam of death that shadows most of our actions.

For those who answered “I will miss my dog”, I urge you to facetime them tonight. For those who would miss their parents, text them before you go to bed. For those who want to travel while they can – save up and plan! Work towards the fulfillment of your life, motivated by the possibility of death.

I was eventually put in front of a board, to assess my mental stability (sigh). They assessed my reasoning behind having a blog such as this. Having understood that this was done with good intentions and not to incite suicidal tendencies in my peers because ‘I myself might have it too’ (yes, they thought as well), they finally let me be.

I am happy with my life, and living it to the fullest (I have at least one dessert a day). I hope you do too.

Tale of a Cat that ruled my heart

A Cat called Zander

This post is about one of the most beautiful relationship I have had in my life. It is funny to think sometimes, how strangely attached we get to animals. There is a sense of comfort and relief in sharing your space, your emotions, and often your secrets with our little pets. People usually entrust this affection unto dogs, the commonly adored pets - who, for people like my girlfriend, have the power to fix any problem, just with their smile (and licks of course).

My heart, however, goes out to the feline kind - cats to be specific. Their carefree, mischievous, lazy and bold demeanor resonates extensively with my own self. While many think that cats are not affectionate, they are one of the most sensitive beings I know. They just have a different way of showing it. They aren't the needy kinds, but they are indeed affectionate.

As is obvious, I had a cat. Judging by the nature of this blog, and the tense of my sentence - yes, he isn't around anymore. Is he dead? I don't know, but he is always, always, always in my heart (and in the beautiful picture on my nightstand). He wasn't actually my cat, he was my host family's back in Italy - during my year long exchange program in Sardinia, Italy. Before I headed there, I had never had a pet, but I was looking forward to having one.

They called him Seth, a grey stray cat that once found its way in my host mother's car. He sniffed me a couple of times, let me pet him in a week, and within a month he was often curled between my legs, definitely more comfortable than I was. He would often take sips from my glass of wine, finish my crumbs from my pizza, bring me a trophy rat occasionally and get into fights with other cats and come back crying for love.

He was a brave wild cat who would always roam the neighborhood; and we would let him. At eight years old, he would jump off the balcony, fight cats twice his size and keep all his messy business outside the house. He would enjoy his life on his own, until eventually he got hungry and came meow-ing outside my door. There was something magical about him - as if he was speaking to all of us telepathically.  He would often come in my dreams and speak with me - telling me his name is Zander. Turns out, he had done so to my host brother as well. Sounds insane, doesn't it? But well, I never cared. In moments where I felt more closer to him, I would address him as Zander, and he would respond by rubbing his head on my knees and curling close to my legs.

Before my last month, I whispered in his ears that he would only have me around for another month. In eight years he had never climber anyone's bed (he was very civil that way). But after that day, he gave me company in my bed every single night. It was a small gesture, but it's in these small ways that cats reach your heart.

I missed him after I left, missed him loads. So much so that I went back to Italy after a year. By now the house had 4 more cats, recently introduced and openly despised by Seth. Exactly a year since I last saw him, I saw him again. He had just had a meal and was about to walk out when I called out his name. He turned, looked at me, walked back slowly and rubbed the back of his head on my knee. When I looked at him again, he had tears in his eyes, with the most heart-warming expression; then he ran out of the house on his business.

I later found out, that was going to be the last time I saw Seth. Turns out, that was the last time anyone saw Seth. He never came back. He was out in the open, enjoying the neighborhood - something that he always delighted in doing. Do I miss him? Sure. But I always hope that he is alive somewhere, having a filmy holiday in some kind of cat paradise. Or if he did die, I just hope he is in the real paradise, because a cat as lovely as him deserves no less.

The Last Letter of Columbus

Reminiscing the once living

Earlier in 2017, I participated in a competition. It was about writing an autobiographical letter from the grave of a famous historical figure (from a given list). This was my take on Sir Christopher Columbus's Last Letter.

What happens when you play with life?

Flatliners: A scientific and moral approach to death

Official Poster

This week on death, is a review of one of the most recent movies on the concept of death and what lies after: Flatliners. The movie, released on October 19, 2017, is a story of a group of doctors, attempting to study brain activity at the time of, and after death.

Following the idea of Dr. Courtney (played by Ellen Page), each of the doctors, one by one, put themselves in a state of death, for varying minutes of time. An experiment, meant to analyze synaptic reactions exactly at the time of death, turns into a thrilling activity with outcomes like academic superiority, exemplary memory, skill development and high intuitive abilities. Seeing successful reactions in some of the doctors, the other doctors set out to partake in the experiment as well, competing to ‘stay dead’ longer than the others, hoping for better results.

As four of the five doctors go through the process, the side effects start to surface. They call the process ‘flatlining’, based on the heart rate monitor going blank at the time of death. As these ‘flatliners’ enjoy the benefits of their experience, they are faced with the remorse of their past sins. (Karma, anyone?) They begin to hallucinate the presence of those they have wronged, and these visions threaten to take their lives.

In the midst of these situations, the doctors realize that the only way to end these hallucinations (that claims the life of Dr. Courtney), is to put their sins to rest. Each of them set out to rectify the errors of their past, be it by finding the person and apologizing, or by traveling back to the land of dead and paying for their sins (it was as dramatic as it sounds). At the end, the story of scientific discovery ends in a tale of morality, that reminds you that nothing hurts more than remorse, and to apologize and repent is the only balm to the aches of our sins.

The movie was a fascinating take on the concept of death, approaching it from both, a scientific and moral point of view -  definitely recommend it.

Don’t forget to apologize to those you have wronged, or their ghosts would haunt you. Better so, wrong no one!

What's death to you, PennState?

Survey on people's perception of death

Over the last week, I tried to find out the view of PennStaters and how they perceive the idea of death. Over my past few blogs, I spoke about different ways people died, different theories for the afterlife, the art in death (gravestones) and the different cultural traditions involved all over the world. It made me curious towards the end to know how people around me view the 'concept' of death.

This survey, conducted using the help of Survey Monkey, had 2 simple questions:
1. List 2 reason why you wouldn't want to die
2. Are you scared of death? (Feel free to explain)

I received 60 responses for this survey, some expected answers, some silly mischief and some sentimental responses.

For the first question, the popular reasons followed the following order:
1. Family & Friends (30 people)
2. Wanting more out of life (13 people)
3. Fear of the Afterlife/Unknown (4)
4. Curious about the future (3)

There were some scattered responses such as food, kids, "waiting for my iPhone X", specific names and the best: memes.

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As their second reason, people listed a varied variety of responses, much more interesting then the first one. They followed the following order:

1. Wanting to see the future
2. Wanting to be a parent
3. Fearing the pain involved in dying
4. Love life
5. Love my pets
6. Missing people and moments

Again, there were some random answers, related to personal aspirations, specific names of people, ambitious plans and food

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The order of these answers shows how most people thought first about the pain their death would inflict on others, than the pain it would cause themselves. Their first thought/response was about fears and regrets they might have, followed by the fact that they actually like the life they are living and wouldn't want it to end. It was interesting to note how people think first about others; showing how empathetic people can be - Except this one person who gave the following answer:

The second question was more straightforward; "Are you scared of death?" The participant had to simply choose between a Yes or a No, and could add a comment to explain their answer.

Astonishingly, there was not a big difference in these responses:

It was my initial expectation to find most people fearing death, with a ration of about 7:3. While most people did accept that they feared death, quite a few claimed to not fear it at all.

Most reasons for people to fear death, as I expected, was the fear of what was to follow. They thought it would hurt to die, hurt to leave everything that you have worked for all your life, and to leave all close to you behind.

The reasons most people did not fear death, was due to its inevitability. Most answers looked something like this:

Some students were evidently fooloing around, with a concerning reply as this:

While some students had responses influenced by their religious views, like this one:

I was happy with the results of this survey. Quite a few students participated, and their responses seemed genuine. Most answers were as expected, which shows how much people, even students in their teenage years, are concerned by the uncertainty of afterlife, and the regret of not having done. It is a reminder of the famous saying, "Seize the day!"

With this last blog, if you are reading this, I'd like to remind you to tell yourself this everyday, "Forgive and give as if it were your last opportunity; Love like there's no tomorrow, and if tomorrow comes, love again." - Max Lucado. Then again, don't fear the inevitable, let it motivate you till the very end.

A Menu full of Funerals!

What happens between the before and after?

We frequently talk about the afterlife, and overhear the various ways people around the world have died/ are dying. Not only have I spoken about these two things in my past blogs, but they are also widely spoken conversations (as common as they can get without making one appear 'creepy). We barely hear about how people deal with the dead - not emotionally, but literally. Perhaps because it may be a gruesome, or slightly insensitive topic to discuss. However, it is interesting to note how people across the globe have mostly similar, yet certain varying forms of dealing with the dead, for religious, practical or other prevalent traditions.

Iran

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 Being a Muslim dominant region, the kind of burial service is elaborate. Following strict procedure, the deceased must be buried within twenty-four hours, after being washed 9 times! People often gather around the coffin, while it is being transferred to the cemetery. It is considered holy to have either helped to carry or touched the coffin while it is being moved. While the crowd chants verses from the Qu'ran, the coffins are all buried facing the Mecca, the holiest place on Earth according to Islamist beliefs.

  

The mourning too is well defined, with strict steps and procedures set for the next few days: a memorial service on the 3rd day, a visit to the grave on the 7th, resuming to wear normal clothes and placing a gravestone after the 14th.

Mongolia

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Mongolians are widely Buddhist, and therefore follow the Buddhist concept of dealing with their deceased. While some monks are given a cremation, the Mongols in general are left out in the open, on a high plateau, to be devoured by nature and its elements. It is a form of respecting the deceased after the unfortunate event.

It is said, that accessories that the individual often retained with himself/herself when alive, would perhaps be retained by the soul. The family needs to therefore seek that item, and get rid of it (via destruction, or by handing it over to someone else), to avoid any bad luck,

South Africa

SA, Funeral Supplies

Burial and mourning style of this continent are a blend of modern and traditional practices. The body is cremated after being deceased, the ashes are applied to the windows, bed sheets are changed, and at times, following ritual, an animal is sacrificed. 

What follows is an 'After Tears' party, where the mourners get drunk and joke, to comfort relatives of the deceased, and to remember the deceased with fondness.

Sweden

Funeral Candies

Swedish burials are very personal, with only immediate &close relatives present (if at all). The burial happens between one and three weeks, with songs being sung next to the grave, and white ties worn by men. For years together, 'Funeral Candies' were an important idea too, where candies were handed out, in the shape of a coffin (with it changing in look after being for a younger/older person). They would even be slightly ornamented with silver or gold paper. However, these candies are today phased out.

South Korea

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 In South Korea, the deceased are changed to a piece of ornamentation after their unfortunate death. Their bodies are compressed, the pressure changes them to small gem-like beads of varying color, usable as decoration/ and remembrance, as these beautiful gem-like beads can be used to decorate parts of houses.

Philippines

Caviteno Tree Burials (SevenPondsBlog)

The people of modern Philippines have several different burial customs that they follow. 

The Tiguanian people particularly make the dead look alive, with hats and cigaretters.The Caviteño buried their deceased in hollowed out tree trunks!The Benguet of Northwestern Philippines blindfold the face of the deceased before they are buried.The Apayo would bury their deceased underneath their kitchens!

Zoroastrians

Symbol of Zoroastrianism (CiteLighter)

Followers of this faith have a peculiar and specific method of dealing with the corpse. It is first washed with bull urine. After that, it is made to be visited by a Sagdid, a funeral dog (metaphorically), that scared the evil spirits away. Finally, the corpse is placed in a tower of silence, to be preyed upon by the vultures. This completes a 'food chain' for the people of this section,

These were some of the very different forms of 'tending to' the dead, other than the commonly known cemetery burials and cremations practiced by most of the world. Traditions have no limits!

 Works cited

JR Thorpe, Jul 14, 2015, Bustle, Interesting-death-and-funeral-rituals-around-the-world-from-mongolia-to-sweden

March 4, 2017.,"Mongolian practice of burial". www.welcome2mongolia.com.

Funeral. (2017, October 28). Retrieved November 02, 2017, from https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Funeral

Why dying can be funny (not for the dead ofcourse)

The Weirdest Ways to Die 

While the concept of death is meant to be sad and painful, the death of certain individuals in the past have been a major source of laughter, simply because of the hilarity/absurdity of the way they died. This post is not meant to ridicule the dead (rest in peace folks), but to only 'admire' the different ways that people have adopted to meet their maker.


1. The London Beer Flood 

I can hear the beer lovers shout in excitement - but it wasn't as fun as it sounds. In 1814, a giant vat in a brewery burst open, causing a domino effect that burst the surrounding vats open too. It led to 323000 imperial gallons of beer to flow into the streets, flooding the neighborhood, destroying some homes, crumbling a local pub (trapping an employee inside).

Pic curtsy the Snake River Brewery

8 Londoners died in this beer tsunami, either by drowning or injuries. This catastrophe was called God's displeasure towards the alcohol culture.


2. The Rocking Pool Party

In 1984, the New Orleans lifeguards through a lavish pool party to celebrate their first 'drown-free' swimming season. Sounds lit, right? Well, irony didn't think so. The party was a rocking success, until a non-lifeguard guest at this party, 31 year old Jerome Moody, drowned. There were 4 lifeguards on duty and about a 100 guests were lifeguards themselves, but no one could save the drowning young man.

3. The death of a victor

• If someone asked you to guess how you’ll one day die, chances are you wouldn’t say ‘infection caused by some really trivial minor screw-up’.
• But that’s exactly what happened to ninth-century Norse warrior, Sigurd the Mighty, who, after emerging victorious in combat, strapped his enemy’s severed head to his saddle and rode home. He ended up grazing his leg on the exposed teeth and died from the ensuing infection.
• Moral of the story kids: Pride can kill you.



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4. The Dancing Epidemic

• In 1518, a woman stepped into the streets of Strasbourg City and started to dance. Several days later, she was still at it, and hundreds joined in. This was the first of what became Europe’s compulsive dancing outbreaks.
• Authorities believed the affliction would pass if the affected danced it out, Napoleon Dynamite-style, so halls were made available and musicians were hired. Days passed, but none quit. Eventually, people dropped dead of sheer exhaustion.
• It took months for the epidemic to recede, and the afflicted had to be loaded onto wagons and taken to a healing shrine. It’s believed this mass hysteria was caused by extreme famine, disease and spiritual despair.

A 1642 Engraving by Hendrik Hondius portrays three women affected by the plague.

5. My damn cough

Napoleon Bonaparte, the famous French soldier had many a great feats pinned to his collar. However, there are some stupid stains there too. Once, affected by a serious case of cough and cold, he sneezed out loud and cursed, Ma Sacre Toux - which means 'my damn cough'. His officers, however, heard something completely different. They heard him say, "Massacre-tous", which means massacre all. 

This 'misunderstanding' cause the execution of a 1000 soldiers. Oops.



6. The Fatal Beard

Austrian dude, Hans Steininger, was famous for two things: 1) Having the longest beard in the world (then, 4 feet and 2 inches long). 2) Dying due to the long beard.

In 1567, there was a fire in Austria. In his haste, Mr. Steininger, forgot about the length of his beard. He forgot to roll it up, tripped on it, broke his neck, and well, died.


7. Death by a Healthy Diet

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• Basil Brown was a UK health fanatic who managed to drink himself to death with carrot juice. He reportedly drank more than a gallon of the sweet stuff a day, believing it would give him x-ray vision – or just generally make him healthier.
• He ended up guzzling over ten gallons in ten days, which gave him ten thousand times more than the recommended amount of vitamin A and, ultimately, led to fatal liver damage. Moderation, folks.

8. The paradox of Marcus Garvey's death

from George Grantham Bain Collection

Garvey was a proponent of Black nationalism in Jamaica and the United States. On 10 June, 1940, he read a fake obituary of himself which called him "fake, broke and unpopular". He hated it so much that he had a stroke and died.

9. The Kiss of Death

A 20 year old, Myriam Ducré-Lemay went to a Montreal party with her boyfriend back in October 2012. They had a great time, until, well, she died. How? Her boyfriend had enjoyed a hefty meal of scrumptious peanut butter sandwich at the party. Little did he know that she had a severe nut allergy, and his 'little kiss', would end up as a kiss of death. 

10. The Snake Charmer

Cartoon by Darwin Awards

In 1997, Wayne Roth of Pittston, Pennsylvania, was bitten by a cobra belonging to his friend Roger after reaching into the tank to pick the poisonous snake up. 

“I don’t need to go to hospital” Wayne apparently told Roger. “I’m a man. I can handle it.”

Instead, on Wayne’s suggestion, the pair headed to a pub instead. There he proved what a man he was by sinking several pints, boasting about the bite, and promptly dying about an hour later.

Cobra venom is, it seems, a slow-acting toxin which takes several hours to attack the central nervous system.

What a guy.

Which way would you die? :)